You and I preferred the way how things works for us last time. with lesser quarrels and stuff.

But it all happen because I had to endure, and make sure that I just had to take stuff as nothing as happen and hoping that you would know and solve it.

But it didn't work at all.

I felt much more terrible then ever. Leaving me speechless.

Past holding you back from treating me good, was totally unfair for me.

Who wouldn't have a bad experience, learn from it and make sure that it don't happen.

& not running away and avoiding problems, choosing the solution that would definitely hurt the other party then yourselves.

it s a fking selfish thinking that you're having.

Selfish until it totally broke my heart in pieces.

Lost of words.

Dashing hopes.

Dashing future which i hold in mind.

The only comfort I had was the warmth hug from you.

The moment you are done with consoling me, everything seems to be back to square one.

am i that worthless for you to even care much for me now?

insignificant for you to even bother about me?

Ima lady too.

Strong willed, yet withhold the strong heart feeling for you.

which lady wouldn't love the attention, care and love from the guy that she had chosen.

tell me, show me and dun give it up so easily.