I had begin to understand why do I tremble when I'm walking towards you.
I'm afraid of disappointment ever again. the words, promises, and assurances, has diminish in just a puff.
Every single moment, I'm telling myself to endure, to understand, to make sure that I really understand and give in to you.
But, I'm on the verge of breaking down. To a stop which I felt like giving myself a slap, to wake up.