REBECCA'S LOVE

2011-10-10T03:31:00.001+08:00

Planning drain a total energy out of our body.

*distracted* iPad's game.

2011-09-19T12:14:00.001+08:00

it was a wake up call for me.

Last chance is given and no priority given.

You have to earn my trust on you.

You have to work hard to earn my love.

No longer the nice girlfriend that is so patient with you and giving in to you.

The limit of patience had came to the boiling point that I couldn't take it anymore.

If only....

you are a total disgrace to me as well.

because, it is the time when i came to know how much i meant to you.

that you could just simply ignore the facts.

my heart may have broken into pieces.

It's alright, I would place it back nicely myself.

2011-09-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

The arrival of the busy schedule is going hit right up within 2 weeks time.

I wonder what's the situation that everyone of us would faced?

One after another seems to be having troubles and problems that they had to come to know about it recently. What's a plan career?

I had never give it a thought so much. Maybe because I'm way too young for me to consider such a heavy factor, else its because I am not strong enough to bear the responsibility yet.

After the trip from Genting in August, I have became very clear-minded of whats going on within the department. Not wanting to be involved in unwanted stuff, I had to remain ca

lm and observed.

During the long journey to and fro from Singapore to Genting, quite a number of thoughts went through my mind and I just simply can't get an answer.

Likewise, you only live once. Live it like a King/ Queen.

No regrets.

I adore the accompany from the Taiwan girls and boss.

We are frank with each other behaviour and expression of views were as wonderful as straightforward.

Even till now, I'm still very grateful for the team who give me this little girl a chance to prove people wrong.

2011-06-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

Action speaks louder then words.

Nonetheless, make sure that you do it when you had promise or agree to anyone on any particular issues.

I simply dislike people who would just like to open "empty cheque". A total downgrade to your character and the depreciation of trust and reliability in you.

Disappointment, why?

Is it so diffucult to make an extra effort when I had done so?

Bits and pieces of mixed feelings and actions express how much are you willing to do so for a person. Stop these actions before any worse case senario are coming into place.

Because, everyone has its limit of patience.

2011-06-24T00:22:00.004+08:00

Feel so teenage when I was happily trying on the super green Everlast Polo Tee.

Yea, a typical pose when you seen a teenager profile picture in the changing room.

Getting him to get one similar one too :)

I'm trying to change my dress sense, however it all stays the same. BASIC was what I always goes for.

Drama-mama dressing always seems so weird on me and makes me thinking and repeating to myself, "why the fuck would you even choose to wear this way, Rebecca."

The constant sense of balance in every single things are sucha bitch.

Work & friends is already enough for me to keep busy.

All & all, I'm still satisfied with what's going on.

Yet, what's next in plan?

Another achievement in work? Study plans in place?

Lemme think once and rest for a moment before I had to rush and work really hard for the desired future of mine.

I was in awe when I see you smiling in your sleep.

The warmth, keep it coming.

I felt safe.

2011-06-10T10:38:00.002+08:00

Confirmation was received!

I was worried, panicking throughout the arrival of 3rd month ever since the commencement of start date for my job.

The initiative, the passion that we hold on there to achieving targets.

I need constant reminds that I need to get the job well done.

The motivation that I required to ensure the quality of work maintain and get it even better.

What is the driven motive that I am having now?

I need to have an aim soon.

2011-06-05T06:02:00.002+08:00

Trust is the element that plays a part in the relationshion.
Respect was what you had done in return for the partner to allow him/ her knowing that he/she is safe and secure with you.
Never afraid of any discovery of you behaving sneakily behind his/her back.

Because, I had to be frank.

I'm sensitive to any slight actions or choices that you might have chosen to made.

No matter how understanding a person could be. Be fair to your partner.

Give & take appropriately.

Spend the time and effort to ensure things had gone well.

It isn't how people look at you, it's how would you want people to deem you as.

I thought I could trust you.

I trust my sixth sense and it came true.

Blame it on yourself.

2011-05-30T00:00:00.004+08:00

The consecutive 4 off days of mine weren't productive at all.

I had almost slept my way through the days and eat and sleep.

Yes, I know~ Why the waste of time?

But I just couldn't help it :( I'm always lack of sleep and my mind just went on running and running whenever I'm not asleep. It's either reviewing on my working standards else it would be how are things going on around me. How could I not possibly be stress out when I'm knowing the huge responsibility I am holding on.

Attended mini lunch celebration for Cavan's Pre-birthday & Soon-to-be Army boy!

At least I manage to had a fruitful enjoyment having lunch with his family (:

Pictures weren't taken alot as compare to last time. Only manage to snap a few pics and also with him feeling and looking so lethargic, I tends to less active too.

He had to attend night training these few weeks that drained out almost all of his energy.

I felt for you baby. Hang on there. Because, it's gonna be all worthwhile.

As he's gonna need time to catch a nap, I make use of the time to have a short meet-up with Minyi!

All of us were walking into different paths. However, the passion of customer service were lingering on non-stop! Eversince we had exposed ourselves to the lovely environment working together in the hotel, we work with no complaints except for tiredness.

I miss the days. (:

She's into F&B, I am too!

The small talk that we had, the discussion that we had.

Make me sense the growth of mature in us, typical gossip girl topics and bitchy comments were no longer in the conversation. It's about the seriousness of decision that had to be made when we are in the society. The types of people that we mixed with to how do we project ourselves during work.

No reliance, had to be independent.

I'm glad most of us are doing well.

&&&& it's GSS period NOW!!! I want to go shopping!

MBS is having 10% off for most of the stores down there!

2011-05-29T01:44:00.004+08:00

The new phase of ours had kept us all into the official cruel society.

Completion of a Diploma doesn't makes a difference, it's only the sign and time for me to make the decision of working towards what I had chosen a long ago.

I felt blessed with the colleagues patiences. They had chosen to work together to ensure I'm able to stay strong and excel in all work task.

Greatly appreciated for effort.

I always reminded myself,

Hold on strong and tight,

let it go only when its all completed.

Blog been dead for sucha long time as I had not been able to set my mind on giving much information to my peers of what I'm doing as i had been tooooo fickle minded!

But now i'm set and ready go~

Hang on there together with me (:

2011-02-19T02:13:00.002+08:00

I thought it was going to be a different anniversary that I had planned.
To have a nice dinner over the cable car, looking into the nice scenery and recalling back of how we had got on together.

Nevertheless, you do not even bother with anything at all. It makes me feel like it seems nothing much a matter to you. I kept my lip sealed to ensure it's a surprise.
End up, it's nothing. Other then wasting so much money, i earn a big tight slap from you of asking me to wake up from my own fucking ideal lovely idea of how big fuck can an anniversary meant.

Next, it was valentine. I had nothing much to comment. Because, it's ignorance of me to want to see you, to tell you that i love you.
I couldn't help but to cry silently. I do not need any big wooha celebration, but i need your presence. I couldn't help but to divert my attention to studies, when in fact my mind was filled with you.

It was all solely an invited trouble that I had created for myself.
My heart is shattered to pieces that I wouldn't dare to tell you.
I'm on the verge of needing help from you, but I don't want to be a burden.
You're the only remedy, yet, I'm lost of telling you what you and I could to solve a problem.

No effort was seen nor done for me.
It was all what a normal boyfriend should do, but not what you would do for me.

When I'm learning to let it all go, you hold me back.
Telling me how much you need me.
Telling me how much you love me.
Telling me how much I meant to you.

Do you mean it? Why do i still feel the insecurity from you?
Working day and night to shag my body out, was the only way which I could run away from thinking of you.
I don't feel any priority nor understanding from you.

2011-01-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

I had begin to understand why do I tremble when I'm walking towards you.
I'm afraid of disappointment ever again. the words, promises, and assurances, has diminish in just a puff.
Every single moment, I'm telling myself to endure, to understand, to make sure that I really understand and give in to you.

But, I'm on the verge of breaking down. To a stop which I felt like giving myself a slap, to wake up.

2011-01-05T02:22:00.001+08:00

You break my trust.
You broke my heart.
You take things for granted.
You have the attitude of stubbornness of your own thinking on handling relationship.
You don't adore me unless I request to.
You don't spare a thought for me unless I started to create a scene.
You are fucking selfish.
I had enough of it.
That's the end.

No more nice girlfriend is the resolution that I'm having right now. Fucking piss off to the max, I fucking nvr do anything wrong or making you a sorry plight.
You just jolly well never even solve the problem and make it become worse.
When a problem is there, solve it.
Only coward runs away from it. _|_

Likewise, why am I thinking like that? Reflect on the way you have gave a thought on me when I'm with you.
Never fulfill a promise.
Always complain that my house is far when I already did make the effort to travel to your house by public transport too.
Friends words value always weigh more than the girlfriend.

I'm telling myself, forget it and forgive.
But, no, it's not gonna happen so easily anymore. Because, you have cross the line.
You ain't behaving the way you should have.

2011-01-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

My heart had went to a stage which holds me from believing you anymore.

I wouldn't know when am I going to see you forgetting about my presence and abandon me aside once again. It had hurts like it never does.

You asked me, do i still want to continue?

But my doubts would be, are you willing to change?

Why? I asked myself.

Why do i spend so much of thoughts on you when in fact its a wishful thinking that you love me, that in actual fact, you're treating a girl who loves you dearly like she should have do so.

you do not deserve much nice treatings from me anymore.

2010-12-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

what's the difference when your promise has began to seem so meaningless.

time and once again you are smoking.

I take promises very seriously.

If you aint serious about promise, doubt i would have to do the same too.

What's the difference between you thinking that my father doesn't change his way, when you yourself are also a person whom just say and nvr do it.

Repeated mistakes.

2010-12-20T02:29:00.002+08:00

Time was never enough when im with you.

I would love the moment to be spend with you. Just you.

Someone told and asked me.

Why do I always end up with the wrong guy?

Why am I willing to do so much for a guy who seems not to care so much and only all about himself?

I answered him.

No matter how much time I had, he would be the one I would care, love, concern and mind only about him. Because, i know he does had a fight with his mind before he could make a decision to be with me.

No matter how long do I have to wait, I'm willing to wait for him to adapt slowly with me. Likewise I had done so. As, it takes two hands to have a sounding clap.

Foolishness was what they had seen in me. But I felt differently, I sense your sincerity.

All you need is secure, learn and be expose to know what I'm thinking.

I hold your word for everything that you had said to me.

Maintaining my smile.

Be there for me.

Treat this relationship differently, which apparently I had to endure so much hurt before i could get the equal treatment.

I need a shoulder for me to lean on too. &, thanks love.

Because, you do give me almost everything, which is you. <3

2010-12-18T15:40:00.002+08:00

you're making me confused further.

I had left the thoughts away to the back of my mind.

& now you're just like him making me to see the negative side of my boyfriend.

You sucks, fucker!

I would definitely be willing to slow down my pace and wait for my love to catch with me.

I know that we had went through thick&thin and umpteen quarrels to be loving dovey.

Praised were given to me of me being a nice and loving girlfriend. But, all these were also my babylove had fight for it, to keep my love with him and vice versa.

on the otherhand, I'm glad to sense your love from you. I'm smiling from ears to ears.

It ache me much to see you working so hard, however, it is the training you to go through.

Baby, i will definitely make myself to stand beside you, support you.

I want to be your best girlfriend and wonderful future with you. <3

2010-12-16T10:43:00.001+08:00

The new phase of your life kept me much worried. But I have been able to sense your assurance for now. I wanted you to be able to excel in your career, though it may just be a part time job, however, i know you definitely would be able to have the sense of achievement upon more sales.

Likewise, both of us are going to meet lesser. But I think otherwise, these the part we had to coordinate our timing well with each other.

Loving you and missing you as usuals. The lovey dovey period has came back. XOXO

2010-12-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

How would know it has changed?

I had never envy other couple to be so loving.. Nvr once I would cried over sucha little stuff.
I nvr once stare into blank and observe, how come they could be so loving?

I thought I didn't do enough. I make effort, making sure everything is about you, only you. However, why do I still feel so empty.
I hope...
Every moment I hope I crying so that I could forget what had happen which had been so intriguing into my heart.

I'm looking forward for your promise of your decision once again. Taking this as a different relationship.
Please, be the one who help me to remove the prick and wound that you had inflicted.

2010-12-13T11:16:00.003+08:00

it was a good thing to make sure that you know how im feeling all the way.

You and I preferred the way how things works for us last time. with lesser quarrels and stuff.

But it all happen because I had to endure, and make sure that I just had to take stuff as nothing as happen and hoping that you would know and solve it.

But it didn't work at all.

I felt much more terrible then ever. Leaving me speechless.

Past holding you back from treating me good, was totally unfair for me.

Who wouldn't have a bad experience, learn from it and make sure that it don't happen.

& not running away and avoiding problems, choosing the solution that would definitely hurt the other party then yourselves.

it s a fking selfish thinking that you're having.

Selfish until it totally broke my heart in pieces.

Lost of words.

Dashing hopes.

Dashing future which i hold in mind.

The only comfort I had was the warmth hug from you.

The moment you are done with consoling me, everything seems to be back to square one.

am i that worthless for you to even care much for me now?

insignificant for you to even bother about me?

Ima lady too.

Strong willed, yet withhold the strong heart feeling for you.

which lady wouldn't love the attention, care and love from the guy that she had chosen.

tell me, show me and dun give it up so easily.

2010-12-10T03:37:00.002+08:00

How could it be possible its all happening when I had been trying to finish all the task?

It doesn't seems simple as it is. Always never, seems like there more to learn on the skills of planning and allocation of task.

A job that is so gonna kill everyone in the centre. LOL

But recalling the fun & laughter times that we have, it kept me to hold on to it. (:

Headed to Chompchomp for dinner which totally filled my stomach to the brim of the `lalas` and Stingray, though bf was like having overwhelming choices of food when another table still has other foods as well.

It's always a problem for big crowds to get tables :(

But it was so fortunate that patience is virtue that couples would have to wait.

Narnia movie wasn't as fantastic as what I had expected.

NO popcorn. So predictable :( :( :(

Damn shit to the core.

Hurry up FYP finish & so gonna conquer UT once again.

2010-12-08T11:19:00.002+08:00

Term break is commencing soon!

This is so OMG a break finally for me *grin*

Although I had only 2-day school now. =x But I'm all dead beat by all the hectic brain tweezing that has been brought from work.

Huge huge resposibilities which I wouldn't know what's the best but choose the best possible solution for all the task given.

Never enough, never perfect.

Babylove are gonna be ending his service with the government soon (:

but that doesn't mean more time spent together, it is the start of our new phase which we need to work hards together for future.

Career, Money.

Why so realistic, my dear world?!

FYP evaluation is so gonna mark the end of my worries for school.

Busy December to welcome the lovely year 2011.

2010-12-06T11:29:00.003+08:00

How ironic it is when you know you're supposed to solve the problem, and you fucking chose to ignore it just for your own convenience and making me to be the one enduring.

I had enough of it, because of your incapabilities, I would neither make my life miserable.

Treat me right and chose wisely is a need. im not a girlfriend who needs to endure this and endure that holding onto false hopes, thinking naively that my boyfriend would know what to do. No, It's always didn't happen that way.

Baby love, it aint the way how i am treating you.

Else, it just all gonna be continuing to roll like a snowball, it would become bigger.

Definitely, I know how much importance it is. Yet, remember, its the challenges that you and I would faced.

You would jolly happily comment that you aint having the activities i may have with my friends, but keep in mind, that's how my friends have their activities. Likewise, it's similar to how you meet up with your friends to slack.

I'm so away from such activities that become I made the effort to spend lesser times with my friends, & all I received were comments on the kind of activities i am having were unhealthy. when you were there thinking its a purpose act, but it is how you're doing so when you're meeting your friends till late.

Comparing once again., yours aint any healthy either, with the continuous smoking session and late night sleep in the wee hours.

Attaining compromise decision for you always doesn't solve the problem. At times, you just have to made the decision. You don't sense the urgency unless it happen to you.

i'm beginning to think, continuing fucking around with my feelings, thinking that I would hold on to you after so much. I think it should be the other way, you're supposed to be the one saving me back.

2010-12-05T05:18:00.001+08:00

I didn't realized that school acdemic week has passes in such a swift that I'm left with only two more weeks before my term break commence. Though, it does seems like a study break for us, which I believe its definitely sufficient enough for me to complete my 2 modules of notes & revision.

*Motivated*

Left with 2 more months before the career in the society starts!

$.$ + increase of unbelievable people.

How fanatic could it be?

Secret Garden Episode 7 with Eng Sub, please hurry up release soon!

2010-12-03T21:58:00.001+08:00

It aint a monthsary that I would bother anymore. Enough of the nonsense.

2010-11-30T01:11:00.003+08:00

It's doesn't matter no more.

I know, at least I had done my part that you didn't even manage to do so. (:

Which makes me much more relieve.

Looking into my schedule for December, it's hell pack!!!

I need more of you, mr time.

2010-11-28T02:24:00.002+08:00

Thoughts ran through my mind to and fro, non stop.

It's like a circle, a neverending route.

I don't seems to be able to get any answers from you, leaving me the option to just pretend that nothing has happen & allow things to proceed as per normal.

Which im beginning to suspect that it is just gonna happen the similar incidents again.

I'm glad that i have told myself to stay strong when an ultimate decision were to be made.

Fantasy fairytales may not happen in reality, yet it is a human cause that may affect one's happiness, enlightenment and decision.

What goes around, comes around.

Avoiding ain't gonna solve the problem.

Easy reply ain't gonna stop my mind thinking.

But actions and explanation speaks louder than words.

2010-11-23T02:25:00.002+08:00

Motivation to kept me going, advices to make sure choices are right.

Yet, nothing determines the feeling how I had been holding on.

Likewise, you really did just gave me an convenient answer of "i would not do it again", 'it wont happen again.'

I would need to know how you are gonna be doing it, instead of why you're doing it.

It's like a sting inside my heart which I would be able to know until I get prick or removed by your sincerity.

Thoughts have came in easily between you and me.

However, resolve it. Instead of knowing it, and reprimanding yourself for allowing such issue to be happening which much girls would have turn the world over the guy to want them dead for treating them so insignificantly.

2010-11-17T04:33:00.002+08:00

Worn out to the max. But this would only goes on for a little while more.

I'm telling myself every moment to hang on there and don't collapse till every task are done.

I'm short of time, rest were not enough for me at all.

Internally, motivating myself to keep on working hard, dun ever give up.

Nevertheless, giving the best shot of my life seems more like it.

2010-11-15T03:58:00.001+08:00

Looking through th process, I'm happy that endure & change for you. Likewise, you did so too.
Forgoing much stuff, aint as much as having the love from you. Because, you & I took consideration for the future.
Silence doesn't meant consent. It's a hidden meaning behind a person's thoughts, if takes such a long time to even notice a slightest problem, you're the problem.
I chosen a better solution for the best situation of yours, not allowing much hinderance to you.

I may have seems stupid enough to be the one sacrificing so much for you.
Work
Social
Personal preferences

A person's has its limits.
No words says able to depict the feels im having inside me, dashing hopes that I had been holding on.

2010-11-14T04:17:00.002+08:00

You have had your share of fun and love. It's an observed differences being only as a friend.

I'm so so so tired from the various activities going on with the school and work responsibility falling on my shoulders once again.

Always never a month which I could have a peaceful rest till I graduate.

The need to make sure I make some sacrifices for my studies and work, do you?

It's kinda a difficult choice, because it's deifnitely going to lead to something else no good.

But, on the other hand, I came upon the need that I had to buck up more.

Priority of mine is different from yours from these few days, with the fanatic happenings at home.

Self survivor is a killer which murder me inside out when I had to keep the lookout for myself, upgrading the skills of being independent on myself are still in process.

2010-11-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

一错在错的行为，不得回改的习惯法足以破坏家庭。
你不仁，我不义。
断绝关系的地步，早已在我意料之中。

2010-11-08T04:43:00.000+08:00

No sincerity when you're apologizing.
Not wanting to argue, but to acknwleage what's the least n most important to you.
All I could prove myself were only by action & double checking.
Yet, the treatment wasn't the same for others.
& what's more fantastic was that your apologies were a request.

The 9th month <3

2010-11-01T17:34:00.001+08:00

9th month with you.
Times does clocked fast in a blink of an eyes. Looking back of how do we manage walk through the tough times together were heartwarming.
Most importantly, you were the one who adores someone in your heart when expression seems kinda difficult for you at times.
Likewise, I always says you're adorable. Indeed you're lovable too!

<3

I'm so excited for the upcoming USS trips and the overnight stay @ Festive hotel.
I want to have the rollarcoater ride, I wanna buy adorable plush toy which Michelle has told me about. Too much stuff in mind now~ yet all came back to a factor of money.

**wishing money drop from sky**

Darn it! I missed a job interview that is willingly to pay me $10/hr yet due to the tight schedule of mine, I had to forgo it. ;(

2010-10-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

Received the lovely souvenir from Kemin for her Thailand Trip, Naraya Makeup pouch!

Which is so inexpensive in terms of price as compared to the retail price of the bags and stuff of Naraya in Singapore.

So annoying to know the fact that heading to Thailand for shopping is always never a bad choice.

& I'm just always asking my boyfriend, "When are we heading for Thailand?".

He would just continue with his "i don't know" kinda look and face. -_-||

Still, babylove...

While to recap about my day today, it wasn't that fantastic as I had to face the fact that I had skip one lesson of Structure Biology, which is a crucial module that I would had to take up to graduate and reinstatement of GPA back to above 3.6.

However, I spent my time fruitfully with heading to school for University Fair as well as the Tornado for the Medal Coin machine game. Totally very similar concept as coin dozer which I'm so hook up with the game after I hit the jackpot together babylove's help by almost smaching the "Hit" button. LOL

2010-10-27T08:37:00.000+08:00

Relatively urgent stuff came last and I would came to know about it when an event is approaching fast.
Being independent wasn't a bad thing at all, instead of relying on others to deliver the same result as yours was quite a task.
I started to be dependent, undesired happening came up. How fantastic could that be? Pinning high hopes with gracious love when it end with an ugly scene.

I'm starting to remind myself, be dependent doesn't work for me. Independent for myself has become the best option still.
Thanks so much for the alert.

2010-10-25T15:13:00.002+08:00

Hematology Lesson held in Laboratory was awesome!

Venipuncture activity were held to allow us to draw blood from a fake hand, which really seems sturdy big! I was so fascinated with the fake hand man! Toying around like my boyfriend's hand, though babylove hand gives me more warmth and assurance. :)

2010-10-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

Participation of SGX launch of ADR contest event.

Thanks Danneth that I was able to work for this event for good money and knowing more pretty darlings! Definitely not forgetting all the last min changes & the wonderful experience with Ivy, the partner which I had been looking forward into, and one of the girls which i admire much!

Waking up at 5am for 7.30am event was no joke man!

I was literally dragging myself to Fairmont Hotel to report with the heavy makeup and heavy eyelid drooping down when I was traveling there, along with my humongous paperbag for the outfit and bag that stores my laptop and essential stuff for school.

Definitely crazy, but easy job. <3

After finishing my task and the traveling done.

Get quickly asap to get my stuff and headed over to school, I'm feeling so weird to be heading to school in sucha thick makeup and feeling total uncomfortable of my new pumps :(

Babylove was sucha nice boyfriend to come fetching me to ease the pain in my leg.

It's been a very long day for me.

Ciao~ Good night earthlings.

2010-10-20T18:23:00.001+08:00

Meetup with the ladies for Dinner @ EwF, & also the dessert settled at Once in a Milkshake.
I was having a very hectic schedule on Monday with school, then pole dancing class and rushing over to orchard central straight after I'm done with the pole dancing class.

Indeed an fruitful-day for me ;)
Getting to know and interact well along with the learning partners and the accompany of the ladies to catch - up with.

Work on Wednesday with Michie was super duper SLACK!
No classes were held during my shift and no task was allocated for me!!
Which leaves me hanging around the centre, deprived of work to be hand over to me. Lol!
It applies to all of my colleagues too! But on the other hand, who doesn't want to get paid doing nothing. Hmm~

2010-10-19T14:45:00.001+08:00

My schedule doesn't seems to have much changes;(
I thought that once school has commence, I would be able to have more time for myself tp relax. Yet! It's doesn't seems so at all.
Pole dance lesson & practice, school for 2 days & the time to be dedicated for boyfriend and work.
Career for future has came popping into my mind when I had met up with the ladies for a dinner which hit me right in the head. Exactly what should I sought for once I had graduate.

Either work or degree~ life would have become stagnant if I were to take up part time degree and work at time same time.
Hmmm~ serious planning and considerations on all possibility is needed to be made man!

What would be your choice?

2010-10-14T01:44:00.000+08:00

Lost.
I sense that everywhere.

2010-10-11T22:18:00.001+08:00

Starting to get the hang of the class, the mere one hour lesson was enough to keep me motivated moving every inch of my muscle for the beautiful moves.

2010-10-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

Tommorow gonna be Monday again, which I would be dragging myself to dance class again.

The thought of the after effect of me not exercising regularly, makes me so regretful of suffering all the muscle aches pain :(

Weekends spent with boyfriend was fantastic (:

Especially, when he and I are now working and saving for our upcoming Bangkok Trip, so as to have a shopping spree right there! LOL

Though he's been a spoilt kid even more of shopping more often then me.

Had a movie with love at AMkHub for Detective Dee!

Definitely a MUST WATCH movie! The plot itself does entertain me much with the scheming yet heartwarming situation, with Andy Lau as one of the actor too =x

School acedemic term is starting in two days time! Let's work hard my dear friend, that we would be wearing the graduates robe together on the day itself <3

Results is OUT!

2010-10-06T22:39:00.001+08:00

It was a relieved that I had manage to scrap through Semester 1 AY2010/11.
I was awaken in the morning and had been refreshing the webpage non-stop to have the slightest sight of modules result.
Yet, I was only welcome by a page of "Service Unavailable". ;(

I was god darn worried as I had been skipping classes, leaving classes halfway, the madness of me being lazy to move my ass that I had been very late for class most of the time, it was seriously a horrendous attendance for all of the semester I had went for.

But it all came with a good cause with buddies studying with me and exchanging information. :) I tried to make time available for studies, unlike the past time which i would forsake studies and kept on working.

Graduate with a Diploma certification of Great GPA, is the target that I'm having.
Great thanks to Facilitators & peers.
Cheers!

* I think I'm starting to like FYP becos it's one of the module that gives me great marks! *

Basic Pole dancing

2010-10-05T22:33:00.001+08:00

I went for my first basic pole dancing lesson. It's freaking exciting while I was doing the "salsa", "fireman" & "lotus".
But it all came with a price! I'm now hving muscle ache all over my body, especially my arms ;(
My legs wasn't affectly badly, but bruises.

Bruise came right after, I had been trying to grip on the pole for like the one whole hour. It funloving activities with sexy ladies learning together!
Woohooo~!

Would love to have more interactive lesson next week again. & I'm super relief that it's only an hour lesson. =D

2010-10-03T13:10:00.002+08:00

It's been almost a week that I had updated blog. Kept all busy with work and school final year projects is enough give me hell with the lack of sleep and feeling cranky at most of the time.

The week of hell has finally come to an end with all the busy timing and sleepless night, now it's time for me to have my fair share of rest with finishing my final year project report.

Totally love the way how teammates are able to help out and working out together to ensure that we does finishes our project before the busy school time might have hit us again to be too busy to be bother with it.

work was still as hell as ever, whenever the woman is around. She's nice yet cranky at times, TOTALLY UNPREDICTABLE. -_-

The night out at PowerHouse with minyi and other girls whom i got to know was FANTASTIC!

It's been long ever since i step into the clubs and enjoy myself in the limelight =x

& still, much misses to my boyfriend who's stuck in camp :(

Sort it all out?

2010-09-27T22:53:00.001+08:00

It has been days eversince I had even do a slight updates on this blog to ensure that I'm penning down my thoughts, of how I am moving from the past, looking into how much a changed would have become.

I was kept really very busy with the new job that I had chosen to take up. The challenges faced were much more then what I would have expected, time constraint, the input amount of stress level that all my colleague and I would be having, you name it all. Being the one only person whom is made known yo each procedure was seriously a chore, a need to coordinate well with each other and so many and tons of follow-ups that requires to be done.

Mother and boyfriend is totally discouraging me to continue taking the work load and responsibility that has been thrown on me. Nevertheless, I do not want to give it all up either. Because, I'm telling myself that I could be able to handle it well, a crucial period of time that I would have to surpass again to gain survival skills in the possible workforce environment which I would be exposed to.

Thanks love for the support that would make my mind to go at ease for the time being whenever I'm with you.

Stress management learning in process~

Happy mooncake/ lantern Festival.

2010-09-22T23:33:00.001+08:00

Have you eaten your share of lovely mooncake?
Or you actually it right now?
I love mooncake/ lantern festival!
*whatever you name it, cos I totally had no idea exactly how it was supposed to be pronounced as.*

Thanks for the remind of Paulyn that I actually manage to travel to Malaysia to buy Lavenders mooncake with the accompany of my boyfriend. ;)

Though I'm still kept busy with work schedule, at least definitely I would go for the mooncake as my breakfast or supper. It's like a form of delicious dessert of the snowskin outer layer, and with choco and chocochips as the fillings.

Received a msg from an old friend: it's kinda sweet of her <3
我对嫦娥说：让我朋友永远健康快乐!
嫦娥说：只能四天!
我说：好，春天，夏天，秋天，冬天。
嫦娥说：三天。
我说：好，昨天，今天，明天。嫦娥说：不行，两天。
我说：好，白天，黑天。
嫦娥说：不行，不行，就一天！我说：好！嫦娥茫然问道：哪一天？
我说：在我朋友活着的每一天！！
嫦娥笑了…说：很好很好，难得你有此心，以后你的朋友将天天健康快乐。祝你中秋节快乐！

Hope you guys does have a happy and enjoyable festival atmosphere while eating mooncake :)

2010-09-17T03:15:00.001+08:00

Interview was a success for me today. It's gonna b a new job & environment for me again. ;)
This time round, it's more of admin cum telemarketer role.
A need to try all different types of job is suitable for me, especially I'm left with only half a year to decide on my career prospect.

Babylove was lovely that I felt so bad making him heading up & down to town. Just because I wanted to work. Today's work environment was superb man!
But, it's gonna b my last week with them ;(

Some doodling done while we were waiting sales time..

After work, headed over to boyfriend's house and cooked up some stuff to fill our stomach. I felt like a glutton whenever I'm with him. I totally had no idea why...

Till~ ciao. Good night.

2010-09-12T01:08:00.002+08:00

A change of the lised songs to lift the mood up for the blog and you guys who are reading it (:

Had a meetup with Kemin & her bf at Singapore Polytechnic to have our revision.

To be frank, in a different environment which you couldn't do much but only study.

I would be able to study well with much thorough discussion with Kemin.

Republic Poly has the comfortable environment that embrace me with comfort as I'm normally tired out from making the trip to school.

I would tends to lose attention and went on buying stuff to munch and chit chatting with my peers, totally not studying at all.

Think SP shall be my pit stop to study, especially it is much nearer to my house too. =D

2010-09-08T00:03:00.001+08:00

Two Understanding Test has been down, left two more! I couldn't wait to get done with it asap so that I could seriously enjoy my holiday peacefully.

So itching my hand n pocket to grab more pocket money for myself during the holiday.
($.$ )

2010-09-06T14:50:00.001+08:00

Photos update (:

2010-09-05T02:04:00.002+08:00

Doing your part as a Friend.

Definition of friend: A person you know well and regard with affection and trust

That's the theory which many of you would just flip through the dictionary or google it online. Exactly, the definition of friend, I seriously believe that it has long already been define different by many of the individuals, which includes me.

Immediately headed over to Nicole's 21st birthday chalet party after the weekend crowd of serving Gelato. Indeed the atmosphere was different when we are all together, listening to jokes, talking nonsensical stuff. Everyone of us were known through work, the place where we built our bond, the frequent outings that has been arrange, just to catch up with each other's life/ chill out. Making me realize that i had been missing out much with my friends.

World revolving around me were work, studies, boyfriend, and those people whom I'm still able to be in contact with. My negligence to them, I can say that they sure tolerate me and understand me much of not commenting much on the way I handle my life. As it was how I would preferred it to be, definitely not I want it to be.

I'm always busy with work.

I'm always with my boyfriend.

I'm always wanting to do things on my own, as I think I'm too over confidence. **i know i know**

when things has come to an end, I had my sense of satisfactory that no one would be able to feel it. Similar to choosing and going the path that I am comfortable with, along with my own definition of Friends.

Weekend

2010-09-04T09:52:00.000+08:00

After the holiday that I had, life has began to be back to as per normal. ;(
I have to work days and night then the need to endure till Friday to have a little meetup with my boyfriend.
Though I misses the chance th meetup with Peggy whom have came back from Taiwan for 2 weeks. Feeling terribly guilty, but when drop her an SMS. Didn't reply -_-||

Met up with friends are gonna b as frequent then usual. Which is a good thing as please don't say I'm a workaholic nor always boyfriend le huh. Lol!
Though it still remains as my priority.

Gonna be attending Niicoles birthday party at Costa Sand. Most probably would be able to have a catch up with the rest of friends <3<3

Sick

2010-08-31T01:21:00.000+08:00

Runny nose non-stop eversince I came back from Genting ;(
Torturous enough that when I'm in school or at work, it just continue until I pop in pills. It's so annoying, I hate eating pill yet it's the only remedies.

Understanding test 3 is approaching near, which I believe that many of us are striving hard work to memorize the teaching material that has been given. Nevertheless, I am doing so too, just kinda very catch up with the work schedule of mine too.

I'm so gonna work and save as much as I could, for savings, for holidays :)

Tml shall be our 7th monthsary. I love you my dear.
We might have fire arising between us, but it was all appease with the willing effort of us both <3

I'm still missing the trip that we both have traveled. Although it might not been long and far, yet memorable as it's our first time traveling out together with partner;)

2010-08-29T23:42:00.005+08:00

Yohoo~! I'm back from Genting Trip together with my boyfriend.

This getaway was a totally good time for me to rest and away from the stressful life that everyone had it in Singapore. There were definitely an observable differences in the lifestyles of people working at Genting. Though I quite like their uniform. (:

Couldn't be able to post every details up and upload all the photos as Blogger is taking such a long time for me to upload ALL the photos that we have taken throughout the trip.

Below are some of the shots taken, the rest would be at the Facebook. Browse for it at my profile naming the album " Getaway at Genting"

Picture quality may not be that fantastic as the camera itself is not in a fantastic condition, so please pardon me.

Next country in line, Bangkok Trip.

babylove, I know you're sweet and enjoy the trip. We shall have it more in future, work and save more money!!!

2010-08-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

The arrival of the final waiting for me to be heading Genting is getting to an end!

Wednesday had on swiftly with the accompany of lovely colleagues & wenhui during work.

The neverending jokes when it comes to the topic of "Women's tits". =x

The observation and the attention span~ wooosh~ *speechless*

What had totally surprise me was Richard & Rick came over to the place that I'm working at, for a cup of coffee and spend their time there. It has been long since I had seen them, definitely I missed the time I had spent and learn my experiences at Courts. Well, that's the past and people moves on here and there. Many leave for a better opportunity & career prospects.

Immediately rush over to AMKHub to catch "Step Up 3" with babylove.

I love dances! All the incredible moves which might takes me ages to master it, and the jamming musics *thumbs up*.

I wouldn't mind seating my ass down at the theater for the whole day watching the show repeatedly man! LOL

I'm home so early today! Some little preparation and doing finish my housework before the short getaway. **mad excited!**

2010-08-25T00:53:00.002+08:00

Supreme schedule with rushing from Tiong Bahru to Woodland, then from Bugis to TaiSeng & back to Bugis for lunch before heading home.

A day spent with the ladies to study for the upcoming test for RP students. The crucial test which took up to 50% of student's GPA, & frankly, it doesn't really affect me much no more.

Time was definitely well spent, though I almost had a nervous breakdown when I was waiting for the interview at the office with all the stares from each other. LOL

Yet, it all went on well. Let's wish me luck that I could be able to get selected Y

Going Genting in a ONE day time. *mad excited*

WOHOOO! A getaway with love, for the both of us away from this stressful environment. YYY

I'm so gonna hit&whack the Themepark, and force him to play along with me.

Till then, ciao~

2010-08-23T00:47:00.003+08:00

Had a fun-filled day on this particular Friday, along with the celebration of Paulyn's Birthday and I love kids. (:

Manage to see 2 adorable kiddos for the day. *Drooling while looking at the photos*

The cake design was a tiny whiny bit of obscene =x

As during the designing process, I was almost all left alone with the 2 girls happily shopping -_-||

& all I could do was continuing the nonsensical process with the stares received from the neighboring customer who were designing their cakes too!

It was quite fun though. (:

Lovely Celebration was held at the Fish&Co at ION orchard.

We have been known to each other for maybe almost a year?

I couldn't totally remember how we get to know each other and getting together as a group whom could share a lot of personal experiences with each other.

There may be ups and downs, eps not enough time for each other.

Yet, I could sense the bond hanging there for us to grab hold on whenever you about to be falling.

Strong-willed mind. Clear cut path. Notable advice. Y

Father's birthday celebration also went on well at a pub @JalanSultan.

It's been a very busy week for me. Time is definitely never enough, & all I could do so was fully utilized it as much as I could possibly done so.

Genting trips up next... I would be back on the Sat!

Ladies night

2010-08-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

A blast at Powerhouse with the girls yesterday for the Ladies night.
Though the time taken to get the drinks was enough to kill my mood & feeling bored just by sitting down listening to the club songs.
I must say that it wasn't that bad , or maybe it's because it's been long since I went for clubbing. Lol!
Nevertheless, love th girls accompanies and babylove patient to acc me smsing all th way <3

2010-08-18T12:24:00.001+08:00

Mens ego are always the one that source for trouble and create troubles for themselves too.
Guys who loves to think with their dick, it's time to wake up as realized that things doesn't wasn't remain as it is. And good stuff always comes with a price. :)

It's the best that you had change for th better but not the need to hinder others to make them suffer like you. So guys, please, girls may be vulnerable to tour sweet talks and much, is also a human nature of love feel.
But the after effect would be worse if your intention is going to be causing adverse effect to the other party. Make te correct decision is a need, a must, a responsible answer.

People, its just a reminder and ransoms thoughts of mine=x so don worry.

On the otherhand, I'm so excited to get the iphone4 white with babylove!! Hehehe.

2010-08-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

Schdule doesn't seems to went well yesterday. ;(
But after much nonsense, it's after all settle down. The constant waiting for him to get finish off the event totally is pissing me off to the max. Which I think I would totally wreck th place if I were to know the exact location.

At least I had manage to have warmth choco cake at White Dog Cafe at Vivo, having the window seats.

& caught "Streetdance".
Overall, it indeed was an inspiring show with the unique idea of combination of new formulated dance of ballerina moves with streetdance ;)

Thereafter, meet babylove up for supper cum dinner at JalanKayu. Seriously, filling up my stomach till I could suffocate. =x
Till then, ciao~

Ps. I want to catch "Step up 3"

2010-08-10T12:34:00.002+08:00

Sunday & Monday passes in a swift lightning.

It has became a habit for me to accompany him whenever he's booking out and the expectation of my presence in front of him too.

Honeymoon state for both of us seems to be prolonging and ongoing.

He's a real stalker online on my account on FB & Blogger. LOL

He would just randomly suddenly be extraordinary nice to me, and then commenting that " if not later you complain online again."

-_-|| see how adorable my boyfriend was!

Safe-guarding your image huh~ oops =x

Alright enough of him.

Becos Im already way too obsesses with him and I should be looking into the revision of my school upcoming test in 3 weeks time.

3 weeks does passes very fast, with the need of working part time.

Holiday would also be commencing on th 13th August, indicating the last week of my school. (:

IT's 7th Month ghost festival. People, do be careful and do things correct ((:

2010-08-09T03:36:00.003+08:00

National day approaching exactly tomorrow.

Think many of us would eventually recall the sights of Fireworks and Army guys marching uniformly on the parade ( performance stage).

I have been yearning to go for the actual event, but no valid of the ticket being distributed to me -_-

but babylove was already sweet enough to be bringing me over to Cityhall area to catch a glimpse of the Fireworks. I have to say it was really nice, but I totally forgot to bring along my camera that day and my phone camera couldn't make do with it :(

I could literally feel myself dying inside my body of all the sleepless night and irregular rest for my body. Yet, the accompany of babylove with me just filled me up with excitement ( the power of love? LOL)

Consumption of good and sinful food has been making felt damn guilty that I have not been exercising at all :( Seriously, trying to motivate myself to hit the gym or had the commence of my pole dancing class as early as possible.

Don't want to end up looking like a pig. =x

2010-08-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

Last Day of Proteomics Module

no more proteins-proteins interactions. =x

2010-08-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

Week after week, it's going to be the arrival of semester break.

Classified as a "study week", that I believed that most of us would be spending most of our time by working part time, outings and travelling overseas.

Proceed to SSDC on monday and I have manage to pass FTT without worries and feeling very elated as this is my second attempt, that I strongly urged you guys to take up TTT before heading for the actual test. As, the mock test aids me in memorize and rationalizing of how am I supposed to choose the appropriate answer. Task next in line shall be practical training before application for Traffic Police test.

Damn irritated was that I actually missed the invitation from Nuffnang to a movie premiere! It's so saddening :( Due to the need to report for work at Intercon, which ended up I was almost having an easy job and have a great time there too. Working environment would always be the type of place that I would most preferred in.

Everyone working together without the need of fighting for positions with lease politics. I like!

Ciao~ Im gonna be get going to mug for lessons that I have been absent from...

New weekend

2010-08-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

I have been gloating on food very much that I'm gaining weight. Walking around feeling my tummy so round and heavy, has seriously make me trying to control the amount of food consumption.
This is gonna stop man.

I love making breakfast with him.
Cooking noodles in the middle of the night. And he does really know how to leave the chores for the lady -_-
Eat eat eat, better make sure you become bigger size huh!

6months wasn't that easy for everyone to bypass. I'm still cherishing all the moments I had with you. <3
& it's great that you are doing so too.

It's Wednesday again!

2010-07-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

Since FYP(1) had finish. It means that I have more freedom and relaxing time during Wednesday till the commence of FYP(2).

My facial skin has been deteriorating due to the laziness and impatient of mine, I went to settle scored with my pimples instead of looking for professional help. As I was very busy with all the busy schedule that I had been having on the end of June and since the kick-start of July.
Finally, I gave up! Headed over to my usual beautician lady and have facial service. It definitely felt good and my face felt much more lighter. But definitely ugly with the after-effect of the extraction, that I'm walking around like a red tomato face. -_-||

Spent a bomb on these products and it better works for me. **grin**

Final Theory Test is approaching fast on next week!
Gonna go mug on it now.

Ciao~

Fk you out of my life

2010-07-27T09:12:00.000+08:00

The chance is going to be just one more time.
I have my own limit of tolerance.
Respect has been given upon knowing that I shouldn't have interfere much stuff as it was supposed to be settled among yourselves.
Yet looking at the wreck is going on for so long, bringing so much unhappiness into my life and making me fucking piss of you being so fking stupid and creature who doesn't repent at all.
I'm going to over turn things that is gonna being bringing your life down, allowing you face the worse miserable life that you're going to have before you died.
Because it has created and path by yourself.
We are th one who are preventing you from stepping into the shit hole.
Cruelty of mine is going bring not only you, but the whole pool of you down, leading the nightmare that you guys are afraid of into reality. Reminding you th fact that you ain't all that mighty. _|_

Just one more night, it shall the end of your nonsense.

2010-07-26T11:32:00.004+08:00

We were supposed to be heading to WhiteDogCafe for my desired Warmth Chocolate Cake.

Yet, it was always replaced by other chocolate brownie cake with a scoop of vallina ice-cream. LOL

bought a new straw hat at a mad cheap price when I intended to buy it via online!

I was having a hard time choosing various design till I saw the lovely vicotrian feel of the flower. <3

& there it goes onto my pay upon making payment

You're becoming the lover of the lover that I'm having

*sorry for the poor technique of photo-taking. It's been really long since I camwhore and doin selfshot*

2010-07-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

Today marks the final full stop to my Final Year Project (part 1)

I have to be frank that I do dress very commonly but please pardon me for having a very bad dress sense when I only had one hour of sleep before heading to school for presentation at 8.15am!
-_- dozing off any and almost everywhere which I could possibly do so.

Due to the late movie of 'Inception', duration of 2hour movie when I only watch at 1.30am is a killer. Lol! Totally didn't realize the duration of the movie to be that long, nevertheless, it's gonna be a well-recommended movie ;)

Back to Intercon to work at night and before proceeding for it, had a little shopping spree with Wenhui accompany. <3
New loots= lovely mood.

Mood lift

2010-07-22T02:02:00.001+08:00

I'm so glad that all the busy schedule to going to be coming an end. With all the temporary halt of tests, lessons and projects allows me to start my hibernation soon.
Along with the coordination of more working schedule for money and savings plans are up
So gonna get my babylove to save money with me for the better future that withhold for us.

Wednesday is an OFF school day for me, yet it's always preoccupied with work schedule or FYP project.
It was very different today, I slept till late before I have time to proceed to bank to arrange some of finances stuff along with my lunch done :)
Multitasking all the errands once for all as financial handling skills of mine wasn't that fantastic still which I need some control before I had repay all the full sum of school fees.
So glad that all the hectic is coming to an end & it shall be real savings ;)

Motivated to bring more moolahs for upcoming Thailand trip with boyfriend :)
What's more! I have gotten my purchase of GEO cosmetic lense from Joanna.

Christian Dior contact lenses

2010-07-18T01:41:00.002+08:00

I came across multiple articles stating Christian Dior contact lenses.

They are going just way beyond the border of designer spectacles frames!

I had spent a bomb on just a mere Christian Dior spectacles which I'm still using it right now.

It gives me the total professional and geek look (: Establishing the motive of me looking unnoticeable almost every where and jolly well happily dominating the action of handling my errands and task.

Okay, back to the main point.

I'm curious of what's with CD coming up with it's CD contact lenses, when it was worn it would look like this...

Who would be standing so clear close to me and came yelling to me with fascination, " Hey, you're using a designer CD contact lenses!" --Giving me that envyyyy look.--

Counting on the probability of the above scenario, it consist a very low percentage of the average people behaving as mention.

I'm wondering, who on earth would spend so much on just a mere contact lenses?

& the reason so?

I would kindly understand if you're having too much money and no where to be spent.

Feel the adores<3

2010-07-17T10:38:00.001+08:00

Once again, its the arrival of weekend.
I feel that I'm moving on to another phase of my life. Especially the hectic schedule of my work, school test, project.
Which literally were strangling me few weeks back, with the ultimate lack of beauty sleep.

In the mood of staying calm, desire the best outcome of everything. Sacrifices were made with my possessiveness. Hence, the need of re-conditioning of my life back to a life with no worries, disappointment, umpteen of sleep.

I'm so mad excited for the arrival of holiday! While I seriously have to keep my ass down and study for FYP & FTT.

2010-07-15T09:02:00.001+08:00

The skill of getting the scooping of the Gelato is getting into the hang of it ;)
Though the price to pay were the aches that I'm getting on my right hand.
Doubt I'm a very art person, cos I'm thinking that my scoops if gelato looks horrendous. Lol!
Well, practice makes perfect.

The Wednesday night ends well with my babylove surprising me with the sudden SMS sent from him that he's right outside & ready to fetch me go. Which in fact he's actually supposed to be in camp. <3
Instantly became a hysterical bimbo went running to hug him. Haha! I'm so glad and delight to have him:)

2010-07-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

The arrival of the last day of Understanding Test 2 definitely makes my days went on bright and lovely. I have been awaiting for the date to arrive which I finally sense the relived that half the ordeals had been done, and I'm all left with another half before I'm graduating.

FYP poster discussion had went on well and smooth. I want FYP teammates to always remain like always, we work together when we're needed to be serious, yet laughter being brought in when it ain't the serious time.

that's the life I totally adore man!

My craving for Warmth Choco Cake has been haunting me since the trip to Sentosa and Vivo with babylove. So annoyed that I couldn't manage to give my mouth the sense of indulgence of the choco cake that I ate last time at White Dog Cafe :(

Grrr~ Next time, I shall not hesitate and just have my dessert before heading for my main course. Babylove just simply kept on opposing and insist on having main course at PizzaHut in place before Dessert.

& *poof* there goes my dessert. damn.

I wanna buy Oven!!! Yet dowager just couldn't came to an agreement with me -_-||

Cos, it's gonna be WAYYYYY TOO BIGG for the tiny kitchen that is in the house.

*Roars* Researching on recipes and cookbooks for more cake baking.

Though my motive is still, Warmth Choco Cake making for my love <3

|kinda mad excited on my upcoming pole dancing class|

2010-07-12T01:44:00.005+08:00

Weekends had seems to spend off very limited yet fulfillment of spending much time with my love.

Both of us were heading for our breakfast-cum-lunch groggily with the "I just wake-up" kind of expression with him complaining of his hair is irritating him and stuff, while I'm able to was compromised by listening and accompany him for his long-wanted haircut. LOL

Then, it's time to be heading for Luge&Skyride at Sentosa!!!

*im hating the sun, yet adoring the fun & excitement*

It aint long before we realized that the sky has darken that we proceed for dinner at Pizzahut to satisfy the craving of Baked rice.

& I just realized that pizza hut baked rice ain't that fantastic & it's still seriously back to square one of it's only good for a place to grab a bite of pizza.

Late nights hangout is jeopardizing my facial and body metabolism. Though, I just wanna see him more and more often then ever. <3

2010-07-10T17:26:00.001+08:00

No ones perfect, yet it takes pride for one to keep on learning.
Because, we learn to walk.
We pick up skill as we grow.
Turning wiser as age catch up.

Had been having some arguments with babylove over various issue.
& we shall now work harder for the better future ahead for us.
Thanks love <3

It was great to see th effort if determination in the removal of bad habits. Lifestyle changing into a healthier choice.
I'm loving it'

Facial condition has been getting from bad to worse :(
So gomna keep myself on drinking plain water.

2010-07-08T20:25:00.001+08:00

Lab management understanding test has seems to allow me bypass through it very easily.
Well, I'm not gonna be pinning high hopes but making sure that this time round, I'm seriously sitting my ass down studying with my classmate.

Joke of the day: boyfriend came fetching me without bringing an extra helmet out.

2010-07-08T00:49:00.002+08:00

Gelato scooping was so tiring for me today! Sales wasn't that bad and communication between colleagues has increase too.

It wasn't as bad as what I might have expected in the first place, & the existence of politics is unavoidable.

Nevertheless, the tedious part was always at the closing sales part, when all the equipments has to be removed and washed. Guys is seriously need and appreciated at this point of time.

I had to confess that I despised guys who always think that they are so capable of everything when they were actually nothing. Boyfriend of mine would always heard me complaining about this&that guy being so irritating/ nonsensical/ headless.

Unless, you're the guy whom had prove yourself.

I never once complain about girls, becos Ima girl myself. I know how and why and understand why my gender is behaving in sucha way. so yea~

Had a dinner with my love & off he goes for his practical training (:

Let's wish him with motivation and skills to master the art of driving. LOL

While have a Study Time with the kemin, angeline and zadyn was crazyy.

The random games that they came up with, and the shopping craze with Zadyn. LOL

That's lovely.

2010-07-06T15:21:00.005+08:00

Week is ending slow... Seriously, please let the month of July to be ending.

So that I can have umpteen rest and time to pamper myself.

Facial appointment not done, unkempt hair with the lack of haircut for around 6 months -_-

Imagine how much fun and laughter I had lost?

I seriously need to proceed for a haircut soon as the appointment has been done by my mum already =x

Friends has been warning me to maintain my looks and impression. Cos I have seems to be neglecting the need of necessity to uphold my image.

I couldn't care less, because when you're there commenting/ thinking why did I look damn cui or totally no image, but hey! You're already noticing me (: HAHA!

Alright, enough with the craps. self-complimenting should be stop any further.

Friend's come and go, I'm an unappreciative person if I do not even see your effort.

Because I seriously hate it when you're just purposely trying to befriend me out of goodwill and trying to make the situation best for yourselves.

Spare a thought and critical thinking on how and why do i chose to ignore?

Fuck the Fake Shit man, thank you.

Studies, workplace, clubbing, I hold different attitude on treating a person.

It has been observed from my closed friends whom has been with me for years.

Been having random thoughts of myself.

& I'm thinking I'm really a fickle mind-ed person that babylove does have some difficulties understanding me well, nevertheless, I'm glad that we're handling the relationship well. <3

2010-07-05T22:58:00.003+08:00

Do you have the occurrence of knowing a stranger to due coincidence and eventually have contact with each other, but certain things has made the situation turn ugly?

I have observed, sense, and read one. (:

Reminds me of how much a person must remind clear-mind when they doing their thoughts and thinking. Did they put themselves in the other parties shoe and get the clear situation of what had happen, comments spoken, attitude shown and was the respect given?

It's difficult for human to let things go willingly.

We're born to be selfish, narrow-minded.

Having everything to ourselves and always in the position of "just listen to me, I'm always correct." -_-||

Because, we always only thought for ourselves, instead of sparing a thought for others.

Hell no! that's not the way to think in the society anymore. There aint right or wrong anymore.

Which explains the existence of perspective coming into place.

What's the purpose of parents educating us since young?

What's purpose of the difference definition of working environment & school?

Do you think that the world would always only revolved around you and under your control?

Are you always determine and strong-minded that the situation was clear to you that you know how to resolve the problem instead of making it worse?

All these came to a point of a person's graciousness.

It aids in resolving problem quickly with direct answer and maintain human relationship. Allowing others to feel and know how much you're willing to be accepting who he/she is.

Then, sincerity came into place.

Treating other without harboring bad intentions. Don't ever feel inferior when he/ she is doing better then you. Because, everyone's unique.

Appreciate and learn.

& it is when you know about respect.

I'm always in deference to other's wishes as I tried my part to understand. (:

People, Did you?

New environment

2010-07-04T22:45:00.001+08:00

The commence of my new environment is getting better, and I'm all left with picking the skills of scooping a nice cup of Gelato for customer. Haha!
That's my point~ I wanna work in a stress-free environment which I have lovely colleagues as well as working hours passes like rockets.

Though the pay scheme for me wasn't that fantastic, but nevertheless, that's what bout jobs. Cos I totally love the flexible working hours <3
Plentiful of time for me to accompany my love, studies.

Seems like the only thing left for me is to ensure that I need to stop spending money on unnecessary stuff.
Saving up!!! Malaysia Genting & Thailand trips soon.

2010-07-03T10:16:00.002+08:00

The arrival of the annoying two weeks to going to be here!

Class peers, let's embrace ourselves to work hard for our upcoming tests that is going to be starting on Monday & the miracle audit of our Final Year Project evaluation.

Tense period which most of my mates are so stress up with so many stuffs. While I am still here, more concern of working & having late nights-out. Nevertheless, I believe that I'm handling it quite well.

I'm really gravel by the change of plan, organize is a need. But, I knew that I won't spoil my own mood.

One have to give consideration of what the other parties are thinking, and also self-reflect on how you should behave to reassure the other partner.

It's the 5th month (:

Commotion has began. Hell yea! I'm still being like a selfish brat thinking, missing him at any moment. The feeling just didn't stop at all!

Times and times again, he would also be pinning hope that he's going to be with me forever.

Nevertheless, it applies to same to me.

Likewise, we both would have to hold on tight and get on the relationship that end with a 'forever'.

Babylove, I love you. <3

2010-07-01T13:19:00.002+08:00

Searching for new pretty faces is definitely tedious.

It was easy to look for part timers to work for various events and stuff.

Yet, new pretty faces was very difficult for me to choose :(

SO MANY MODEL WANNABE!

It's great and fanatastic, as I sincerely feel that it takes courage for one to send their pretty pictures to an anonymous party to look and evaluate. No many are able to take the blow of polite rejection.

Likewise, makeup does wonders. It's only the matter of how much effort are one willing to make their face like some cake and continuing the need of line and shades on their eyes, cheeks and mouth.

I'm got to be busy with my upcoming test on starting on next week Monday ongoing for 2 weeks.

Do wish me determination and motivation earthlings!

2010-06-29T03:46:00.001+08:00

It all went for me as allocated task are done. ;)
School is just literally has slowly came into my hand. The possession of confidence, relevant cognitive skills.

Human confidence are gain via various method. By book or by crook, self-concious is a need and understanding is a must.
It won't do much differences when you're trying to pull oneself down the status when in fact you're ain't able to reach for it ;)
That's when limitation, cognitive, management skills came into place. Place the communication appropriately with observation.

Accompanied babylove and his friends to fetch someone. Begin to realize that it's been fking since I step into airport. =x
Ideal place for late night studies!
**hinthint to my study buddies**

ThNks babylove for surprise eeyore. It's really cute!

2010-06-27T19:05:00.001+08:00

One always wanted the best of world. Yet, it all came back to a point of sacrifice.
I once had always thought I'm doing well in managing the relationship between my lover and friends.

However, it's always that coincidence to have the clash of timing when it came to meetup.
I was in a dilemma, who?
End up, I would always bring along my lover. In between time also spending time with lover as negligence is not tolerated by me.

I understand why some people just chose not to care as I tends to do so too, I have friends who just gave it all up for a guy, I have seen situation with endless quarrels.
I have sacrifice a lot of my time, putting down important stuff to accompany my love.
& have the rest of the important stuff leave behind and doing it all at once when I could.
A lot of girls I have known did what I did. Did you?
Why do I see behaving so insensitive to what the girl have for him, the unappreciation was present instead?
People give & take. ;)
Don't ever be greedy, as definitely there's always a limitation to everything.
While receiving party were to know how to appreciate it.

Once, twice. The third time, it's gonna be the end of it.

Studies and work is stuffing me up... zzzz...

& I want it all to be over now!! *holiday mooooddd*

2010-06-24T11:22:00.007+08:00

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But, now know the various risk factor and symtoms, definitely I'm got to be moving my ass down to the nearest clinic and get myself vaccinated before it is too late.

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2010-06-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since I had been working on my report. Deadline is approaching with upcoming UnderstandTest occurring on July.

I'm beginning to hate July. It's gonna be a very busy month for me.

The sudden changes to various timing & income is going to be a big headache for me -_-

Should stop splurging on unnecessary stuff and save up for upcoming Genting Highland & Bangkok trip with babylove.

Went for a little shopping with kemin at Tangs and ended up with the BruanBuffel Wallet :)

That she's behaving like a the most happiest girl when she was changing her wallet at WhiteDogCafe.

Ordered all the sinful orders consisting almost chocolate only. Trust me! Next time whenever you are at WhiteDogCafe, you MUST try their white chocolate cake!

It's like the most sinful, delicious and fingerlicking cake on earth. It's too late for me to have a snap of photo of the cake as upon the first mouth landed under my tongue, i'm gonna be possessing it the whole time. LOL

Boyfriend is so ridiculous when he's asking me lotsa nonsensical and weird question. LOL
I'm missing him so much now!

2010-06-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

It's definitely a long Monday.

Event Coordinator interview at AngMoKio Industrial Park.

Thanks to kemin who accompany to camp at CWP till it's about time for me to proceed for the long interview which I had with Mr Sam.

It was interesting to learn much stuff & the relevant consideration that needed to be made.

iPhone 4 OS is gonna be out soon.

But, I just couldn't search for the actual date that it is going to be released for updates for iPhone 3GS.

Cited from Wikipedia

Apple previewed iOS 4.0 on April 8, 2010. A developer beta was also released at the same time as the preview. It will be available to the public for the iPhone (4, 3GS, 3G with limited features) and iPod Touch (3rd gen, 2nd gen with limited features) on June 21, for free.

Initial release on iPhone 4
Multitasking by double clicking home button^P3^,^P4^,^T3
Support for Apple Bluetooth keyboards^P3^,^P4^,^T3
Game Center social network
iBooks with PDF support
iAd mobile advertising network
Portrait orientation lock^P3^,^P4^,^T3
Settings
App-specific location settings
Cellular data toggle (On/Off)
Password with alphabet characters and numbers
Simple Passcode Lock (4 digit number) option
New Wallpapers
Wallpaper available for home screen^P3^,^P4^,^T3
New Wallpaper preview for home screen and lock screen
Set up Internet Tethering
New Gmail and Exchange icons in Mail, Contacts, Calendars account settings
Support multiple Exchange accounts
Custom Dictionary
Compass
Remove the button link to Maps (Added back with build 8A248c β2.)
Home Screen
Ability to categorize apps into folders with default folder naming based on category name in App Store
Up to 2,160 instead of 180 visible apps (12 apps per folder)
Folder name supports up to 13 characters
Custom backgrounds for Home screen and Lock Screen
Dock redesigned to that of the iPad
Rate on deleting app removed
Default utilities folder which contains the clock, calculator, voice memos and compass apps
Photos
Categorized by Albums, Faces, Events and Places (under iPhoto in Mac OS X)
Select multiple photos for mass deletion
Support landscape mode
Camera Roll
Rotate photos
Resize photos
Categorization by All, Photos and Videos
Support landscape mode
App Store
Ability to gift apps
Maps
Unified "locate me" icon
Background location icon shown on status bar
iPod
Playlist creation on device
Nested playlists
Lyrics and Podcast info on Setting
Volume control with Bluetooth headsets
Art in Album View
Notes
Notes syncing with MobileMe, Gmail IMAP and Yahoo! Mail
Accounts management appears if syncing is enabled
Notes setting below Mail, Contacts, Calendars Settings if syncing is enabled
Moved search box into title bar
Calendar
Birthday calendar
CalDAV invitations
Contacts
Unified Info by linking contacts from different accounts
CardDAV
Streamlined "New Contact" Screen
Spotlight
Search with Web or Wikipedia
Safari (Webkit version 532.9)
Bing is now a search option, along with Google and Yahoo
Recent Searches below search field
Top Hit in Search
Google Suggest appears below search field if Search Engine is set to Google
Unified "Search" keyboard button when search field being used
In-Page Video Playback
YouTube
Rotate & Zoom Videos in vertical and horizontal Position
Nike+
Upload workouts to Nike+
Accessibility
Larger fonts in Mail, SMS & alerts
Message
Include a Search bar
Character count (Can be enabled or disabled in Settings -> Messages screen)
Failed SMS Notification
Option to toggle off the ability to send group messages
Mail
Unified Inboxes
Edit from Outbox
Support for multiple Exchange accounts
File & delete Mail search results
Organize By Thread in Mail
Quicklook attachments
Open attachments by registered filetype with corresponding Apps from App Store
Smart Links For Dates and Addresses
Contact Pictures in Emails
Create Calendar events from dates within emails
International
Spell Check
Added Cangjie and Wubihua Keyboards for Simplified and Traditional Chinese
Text replacement between Simplified and Traditional Chinese
Switch keyboard shortcut (holding the "earth" button on keyboard for a while)
Added support for Danish voice control
Hungarian Language added
Other
Persistent Wi-Fi
Wake on Wireless
Auto-join and Auto-login and IPv6 on individual Wi-Fi Networks setting
Enhanced data protection
Wireless app distribution
Mobile device management
SSL VPN support (both Juniper and Cisco)
Microsoft Exchange Server 2010 support
Improved Bluetooth driver for A2DP devices
Note: iPod Touch 1st gen and iPhone 1st gen devices are not supported, while iPhone 3G and iPod touch 2nd gen have limited support. iPhone 4, iPhone 3GS, and iPod touch 3rd gen are all fully supported.

CHECK OUT THE NEW FEATURES!!!
It's driving me crazy when I have been trying to update my iPhone repeatedly via iTunes.
Yet, it just only kept on showing 3.1.3 is the current version -___-||

2010-06-21T14:44:00.004+08:00

The kickstand of the week wasn't that fantastic, although I had my marvelous breakfast of chilli sardine and piping hot milo.

World Cup Craze is so into me! I wanted to watch, betting on the winning team. Yet, babylove literally was warning and spot-checking me repeatedly. Ensuring that I'm not addicted to it -_-||

It's once in four year!!! Zzz~ super annoyed for a moment...

But spending my weekend with him of watch movies, buffets, shopping for groceries. Wooohoo!

Nice *thumbs up!*

heading to the supermarket almost every time when I'm dating with him makes me so "auntie" at times! Holding onto the basket, consisting full of tidbits, groceries, bread, etc.... then, payment with my card that accumulate linkpoints, which end up, no payment was needed. LOL

*yes, kinda typical auntie/ uncle situation*

& I know he must be there thinking what the hell is happening to his gf behaving like some calculative accountant when he himself is also an "uncle" who loves going supermarket and shop. =x

Nevertheless, he got me really pissed off with his insensitiveness at times -_-||

Felt like giving him a punch in the face and tell him THINK!

I'm adoring him so much that I care more then what I should have.... sooner or later he's turning into spoilt boyfriend. & always chatting about the so call miracle that I actually would be with him. LOL

babylove, as i always said, nothings impossible, so long you're choosing the right choice with your future along with sincerity & consideration.

people, face th fact of reality outcome, the world does not belongs to you. but only behaves and choose accordingly that won't bothers others. (:
likewise, boyfriend does his part of keeping me assure, understanding and making me felt love <3

hell yes! I am selfish. Ain't you too?

2010-06-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be a two week rest.

Away from work. Trying my best to best focus on my studies right now.

the chance for me to make it right and well for me<3

2010-06-16T03:18:00.002+08:00

School term start with the module of Genomics lesson, which the SM facilitator trying his best to get our attention to him.

I just couldn't be able to pay attention in class and went "fooling" around with my laptop by clicking into various online shopping websites. -_-||

The temptation of Great Sinngapore Sales! I have yet bought anything to my likings with great discount expect for the basics wear that I had bought when I went for a walk at CauseWay Point with KeMin.

The hangout with this friend of mine has been long, I'm starting to get to know about her.

She's a strong girl inside, like Clara. But recently, it seems there's a wall building between us, girls.

One influences another. It's like working hard together for a better future and friendship.

It was nice to know how much she care and concern with the information that I had heard much.

In relevant to friends, definitely, treasure the ones around you, with basic relevant cognitive skill to treat them with sincerity, care & concern. The understanding that you best possibly get from them, if you do not know, open up the mouth & ask-ed.

Ego, pride ain't gonna bring you guys any further above others. When you realized that it's you who started the fire, extinguished it. But not allowing to kept on raving on and on~

I'm finally gonna be finishing my FYP report soon. Come to the thought of it, it's actually manageable as equate to other FYP teams who may still be experimenting...

2010-06-13T23:19:00.004+08:00

The mark of the weekend has also indicated the end of my term break and gonna be back-to-school day for tomorrow onwards.

Spend my weekends with the accompany of love and his family.

The sincere care & concern simply touched me with the family gathering for babylove's grandma & Cavan birthday celebration.

Seems to beginning to open up myself to the lovely environment and sharing my information with them. LOL

Definitely, not missing out the fun and drunkardness when heading over to Thai Disco for a mini celebration for Cavan's birthday. Who was dead drunk in the end that babylove had a little hard time handling him & all I could do was trying to help as possible. Maintaining my attention span, stable and steadiness as long as possible due to the dangerous situation plus my tipsy mind with the Martell.

I may be missing away from work, but at least i'm clearing up the hours on the weekdays (:

but it all could only be done when I'm having holidays. Hence, it's got to be a busy 2months for me again, with the juggling of upcoming tests and school work piling up~

2010-06-11T02:10:00.003+08:00

Many of them has been telling me how great it is for to be financially independant at the age of 14. I have to admit that I have the sense of satisfaction, fulfillment & the sense of achievements that I am taking full control of my life.

Definitely, I didn't neglect the love to shared to my family.

A partner interchanging has occurs from times to times, due to I was young and naive. But I never stop myself from working. Because, I know that I must keep on going further, not being able to stop for a moment at all. Though all in all, each of them taught me different values and principles.

People, it may seems easy to handle th job and studies. This takes sacrifices...

Indicating the lose of entertainment. ( See! the power of money! $.$)

I have began to lose time to spent with friends.

I have lesser sleepless night in order to rush my projects / task allocated due to school graduation requirements.

Life, at times, it's not gonna be in your control. But I believe in making it a better route for me to move on comfortably with graciousness, confidence.

Troubles is inevitable, but treating it as a nuisance & raving on and on wasn't gonna help at all. It's just got to be making things worse. Hence, literally solve the issue straight away, whether it is too brutal, the fact -facing situation that I would just ask the person, face-the-fact with little explanation. Time is always 24hour per day ain't enough for me.

what goes around comes around (:

Sexcited ;)

2010-06-10T18:00:00.001+08:00

Term break is coming to an end soon. I want it to prolong as possible though i'm still not yet done with my FYP report with my mates. Glad that they are gonna be finishing it together once school term started.

Been taking on light makeup to reduce the pimples from coming out as I'm very prone to pimples. ;( & I love th natural look of myself
*yea~ i know. Self praise again. Lol*
Still, at least, I ain't drawing those thick eyeliners and padding on thick foundation just to have the "flawless" skin. =x
I'm not being an outcaster here. Just some kinda opinion to girls that trust your look and portray it th most natural way is the best assets that you could showoff too ;)

I'm missing my boyfriend now<3
It's gonna be a hecticcccc weeekendddd~

2010-06-09T01:54:00.002+08:00

Wine Red is currently my love (:
Been addicted to this particular nail color for quite sometime. & I'm still totally indulging in this nail color. But I'm heading back to Intercon Banquet to work, indicating no more neat and tidy hair and nails. Have to be slogging hard, nonsense around with colleagues to pass my days.

I miss and love those days. <3

Got to be real busy with with work and FYP reports during the weekdays while weekends schedule were also fill-ed up to th brim with much programs of mine and babylove's.

2010-06-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-501465_162-20006962-501465.html

iPhone 4 is got to be released in Singapore at end of July!

Here's the video

Watch CBS News Videos Online

The new iPhone includes front and back cameras. The 5-megapixel back camera includes a built-in LED flash, and records HD video, 720p at 30 frames-per-second
The front camera is for working with FaceTime, a video-calling app that works with a Wi-Fi connection and between iPhone 4s. Jobs said that Apple needs to work with carriers to enable 3G bandwidth for FaceTime, which can use either of the two cameras and works in both landscape and portrait modes.
A "tap-to-focus" for video allowing users to edit videos LED flash that remains on during HD video recording.
iMovie app, which has been rewritten to run on the iPhone and cost $4.99.
Microsoft's Bing service will be added to the iPhone for search, although Google is still the default.
A 960-by-640 pixel display, with an 800-to-1 contrast ratio. Similar to the iPad, iPhone 4 has an LCD screen with IPS technology, which provides better viewing angles than other screen technologies.
Battery life is good for 7 hours of 3G talk time, 6 hours of 3G browsing, 10 hours of Wi-Fi browsing, 40 hours of music, 10 hours of video, and 300 hours of standby.
A three-axis gyroscope (pitch, roll and yaw) and the accelerometer bring more precise movement controls to the device.

Super amazed and tempted by all these new features that is got to be released.

I seriously need a phone with longer battery life! Reducing the need of me bringing my charger everywhere I go, as most of my friends / colleagues always complain the need of charging their phone tooo! What's 3G camera!!! I love video callings, it's very real-life, no virtual.

2010-06-08T00:13:00.003+08:00

The Nightmare on Elm Street

Just gotten back after the hangout with Kemin and Angeline at Cineleisure to catch a movie "The Nightmare on Elm street". Gore shows with the bloody scenes and mysterious story plot to be discovered. I even had my share of laughter(okay! that's eerie) because we, only three girls were horrified by the sudden attack and the fantastic stereo of the speakers right above us -_-||

literally, scare the hell out of us and ended up laughing at each other and commenting weird nonsensical impossible happening that we're not to be asleep at night, though I'm still trying my best to remain calm and not to be disgraceful at the same time. LOL

FYP report is a big killer right now, & term break is gonna end real soon.

Party is ON for Wednesday, hitting the dancefloor to welcome the new week of studies <3

While things are finally to come to light that it ain't that simple to have a mutual understanding of the situation when we are just standing right outside the circle knowing the one part of the stories. It's nice to know, & it's good that I've understand ;) as I truely believe on my interpretational skills, what's on yours/ hers / his mind right now?
It has began to remind of the lesson we had before, Cognitive and Communication modules. I hope you would began to sense it and know it. ;)

2010-06-07T14:40:00.000+08:00

I am bored of REPORT REPORT REPORT~~~!!!!

2010-06-06T22:29:00.001+08:00

You have conquer th world of mine. Making my world revolving around you.
It was all happening unexpected with the least mutual understanding from the rest.
It has became a picture of lovers indulging way into this relationship that has started to neglect important stuff to be accomplish.
Baby, I would definitely work hard for our future. Likewise, I know & sense that you're doing so too. <3>

Shocking of th known absurd attitude one would have against friend without the relevant cognitive skill and understanding of what happen. Miscommunication occurs and resulting the building up walls. Makes me feels that it is resundant to treat you with respect and sincerity.