times and times again i thought that i have it
yet, it's emptiness that has filled in the heart again.
Again & again, its will power is not enough.
Not enough tender care & love.
it has begin.


I'm freaking tired from my hectic work schedule & my exams are near.
not studying, the constant days of not going to school, yearning to see him.
Now, in the mess. *whirls* -.-