Personally, i realised one thing this few days,

I seems to be so not me.
Not the usual self of what i am in Semester 1.

I seems to have lost to the environment!
No matter what I'll try to get back what i am supposed to belong to.
the place that i belong.
the stong-minded self of i am being capable of leading and understanding.

My standards are falling.
it's time for me to pick up everything little single thing to get what belongs to me.
To pick up the confidence i have in me again.
The determinant to strive (:
I do have a goal.

Just that sometimes, I'm just way too tired and plain lazy to look into it.

I love the times whereas i got to my goal.
i remember the time spent with lovelies that always understand me most.

Maybe its just for time-being.
Yet, self-loving is the most important thing i must do to myself.

TIME TO BUCK UP! hiak hiak hiak=x

(: