Day in and out, I am still a zombie with lots of nonsensical thoughts about improving myself.
I think I have exceed my limits, there're so many things i wanted to do, wanted to try.

But, as always the same, there will be something restraining me to get to do what i really wanted to do.

My dream or desire has become stronger and closer to me each time, yet I could not just send my arms out and grab it.

The only way to get it is day-dream about it.

Not a must to get, yet it's a dream, a desire, a success, a chance that seldom came upon.
A solid evidence to prove myself.


Right now, I am always keeping myself and satisfy with all the little stuffs like work & studies.
Trying to forgive myself that the sacrifice of the dream i desire is just a dream~