I have the urge of having a get-away.

Out of this country, & embrace myself into the outside world of fantasy and the loving nature.

Releasing all my stress, frustration and sort out my thoughts.

I'm planning something to get for him for Christmas.

What shall it be?

something is holding me back. Why? Please stop it.

I had the sudden liking to this song: What hurts most -- Cascada

Listen and feel how I am feeling now.

Unconditional love, isn't about feeling how much pain youre suffering.
But allowing he/she to have his/her happiness