I have always went back to a blogger's blog to read and catch up on how her life has been going on.

Come to think about it, it's been 3 long years since i follow tightly on her blog.

Ever since she has start selling contact lens till then, & just now.

I felt sincere love of her love to her boyfriend. Her soulmate, the chosen men to be at her side.

Yet, this guy just do not appreciate her at all. It may be just my point of view.

Tentatively, I sense the love and support that she need to hold on to the relationship that she could not bear to let it go after sucha a together for 3 years and the obstacles that they have went through. Especially that she has to accept and acknowledge that her boyfriend would openly tell her that whatever girl is nice and pretty at his work place.

Or either he would just MIA for days to weeks, then suddenly appear in front of her.

Post by Post i would went through *i know! like stalker =x LOL*

However, seeing the things she has been doing to herself.

I envy her, I'm mad at her. It's kinda mixed feeling.

How can love made a person indulge themselves in?

Have you ever tried killing yourself over losing someone?

Be it good /bad, what are you thinking every minute, second & hours of what love has done to you?

I always tell myself to look on the brighter side always!

I am soft-hearted that is easily influence.

I am stubborn on my point of view & perspective.

People always says that I'm always in my own world, and not realistic.

I'm someone who needs attention, if not I'll go bonkers~

A person is damn weak, yet still does not wanna take care of herself.

Have you ever thought that.....

This might be the way to keep myself happy (: