I came to think about "it". It doesn't matter how I work things out, as long as it is what i want and expected it to be.

I am not the one ruining the market.

It has become a kind of situations which things are better to be remain unsaid.

Likewise, it applies much to my life right now.

The decision, doubts, clarification, all has to be done with regret.

Time management and focus is all i need now.