There were times when I seriously want to give up.

However, I hold on to it. I do not want the ending to be like what I have been through.

People always asked me: " If you're given a choice. Would you choose a rich guy to live an ample of good life or someone you love, and willing to sacrifice for? "

I kept quiet silently. Think hard, think through it seriously.

I have never came to an answer yet.

I need enlightenment, I always wanted to have the best of both world.

I have came to a point that I have to make the choices of one.

The love? or reality of having a good life in future?

How realistic can the real world be? How much can a person take it of being the inbetween?